I'm sorry.

I was always amazed that you were shorter than me because your personality was a hundred billion times bigger than me. I still expect to go back to bing and have you next to me laughing your crazy laugh and being so cheerful and bright. I still remember sitting with you at walmart, telling me how much you loved Do. Going to wegmans late at night and being the only ones there. Being the life of the party at all the sulpoong events. I don't think I'll ever fully grasp that you're not here anymore. You, everyone's favorite noona and dongseng. Everyone loves you. I want to believe that this is all a joke, and you'll come back tomorrow and laugh in everyone's faces and yell gotcha!

Christiana Lee.